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.:Pain:.

By: Crystal Nelson

Pain is a four letter word.
It's a feeling I feel...

Here...

Now...

Pain is all I feel...
I hold on.
Tightly like a life saver.

As been stated once upon
A song,
"I rather feel pain without love".

But this pain is new.
I've just now felt it.
How the Gods could be so
Crule.

He's never deserved a
Fate like this.
Kept inside like a
Prisoner.

In his own body,
Mind,
And soul.

Forever rejected for
His choice.
She was his bride, his
Love.

But now she's his
Widow, an only mother.

His child but a year old.
I feel his pain that
He felt.

Knowing that he wont
Be there once his son
Starts school

complex
i.
i don't know how to read you. i don't think i ever knew.
you are an ancient language. you are a secret code.
all i can do is stare and hope one day you make sense to me.
ii.
you're starting to withdraw from me. don't lie to me, i can tell.
you insist that you're just growing up. it hurts more than it should.
if you're growing up, then i'm staying still.
iii.
you haven't spoken to me in weeks. you're getting paler by the day.
i don't know what to say to you. i don't think i have anything to say.
my mother asked about you yesterday. i told her that you were busy.
iv.
i saw you in the bathrooms today. i could see the bon

XxWhy?xXI raised a memory of love,
Shifting it to my cut and paste dreams,
The stitches of every one,
Laced with insanity.
And every drop of blood throughout,
Has lead my to you.
You're a monster.
A knife through my heart and hands tied to my back as you kiss me slowly,
Your body swaying with mine like two cobras,
Hungry.
And as the stitches break;
I hate you.
Please don't hate me, too.

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Remember when you constantly mocked me? When everything I did was either "funny" or "stupid" to you? Remember how bad you'd make me feel about myself almost every day? Remember in year Eight when you'd always ask me why I never wore make up? Well, its a thing called "listening to Schoo

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Colorado Batman support pinsby =MMxVampire

Community Projects / Awareness / 2012 / Miscellaneous

When I first heard about the tragic event that happened in Colorado I was shocked. My heart completely broke. I cried for the people that lost their lives and that are hurt in this horrible nightmare for days. I could not stop thinking about the people that have to go through all the pain from this. I still think about it. What I would like to do is to start making these pins to sell and to donate the money to the victims in the Colorado shooting. I want to do this. For the people that are hurting, and to show that people care and understand what they are going through.

I did some research on what each color ribbon stands for. There are so many varieties of ribbons that stand for different symbols. Black ribbon is the symbol for mourning. Yellow ribbon is the general symbol for support and hope. Using these both fit what it is portraying. I wanted the yellow ribbon to overlap the black ribbon to show that we will over come the losses and hurt with hope and support to stay strong.

Pins are 6$ and 2$ for shipping. Send me note to purchase one.

I will also make a journal about this. When I can not do this anymore I will let everyone know, but for now I want to help as much as I can.

I'm trying to get this out there, if you can please share this around

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=DrippingWords Aug 21, 2012 Student Writer

I advertised it on my facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr. I'll also be making a journal about it here on deviantArt

=MMxVampire Aug 22, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thank you so much for all your support, you are very kind and sweet

=DrippingWords Aug 23, 2012 Student Writer

No problem

It's an amazing cause

=DrippingWords Aug 21, 2012 Student Writer

This is an amazing idea.

=irishimo Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

These are Awesome! Great Job! I would so buy one!

=MMxVampire Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thank you so much

let me know if you still do

=irishimo Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I really do. Where/ or how are you selling them, and how much?

=MMxVampire Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

here online, people tell me if they want one and they pay me with paypal, then i mail you the pin.

it is 6$ for the pin, 2$ for shipping

send me note of your address so I can mail it to you when you buy one

=irishimo Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Awesome! Sorry to ask, but could you send me the info in note, I can save it better and get things organized, I didn't want to seem rude not to reply back.

=MMxVampire Aug 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Oh ok

what part you want in note? My paypal and price?

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